Nick Cannon’s baby mama Alyssa Scott posted a sweet photo of son Zayn and said “her heart breaks every moment” after his death.
Zane tragically died of a brain tumor earlier this month.
Alyssa, 28, shared an old photo of Zayn on her Instagram Story on Wednesday, smiling happily at the camera while relaxing in the car seat.
The model was accompanied by the photo holding her son’s little hand, which she captioned: “In moments like these that test me, I’ll always keep the focus on you.
“I love you so much, Zen.”
She continued: “Not a second goes by that I don’t feel pain I wish you were here.
“I close my eyes and see you smiling.”
The post concludes with Alyssa telling Zane, who passed away at just five months old, that she is in love with him three times.
Zen’s Last Moments
The Wild ‘n Out’ star announced The infant died earlier this month In a tearful on-screen moment in his self-titled talk show.
Nick, 41, recently revealed more about Zayn’s final moments before his tragic death hydrocephalus.
“You could tell he was struggling,” the TV host explained People.
“He was gasping for air. We were awake, and he wouldn’t be breathing for maybe five to 10 seconds at a time, and then he let out a big gasp.
“You can see it scares him. It was the scariest thing I’ve ever experienced,” she confessed.
Just two months after his birth, Zane was diagnosed with high-grade glioma, a rare and aggressive form of brain cancer.
The Masked Singer host told the publication that their discussions surrounded their “quality of life” because the couple did not want the child to “suffer”.
“We could have had the existence where he had to be in the hospital, attached to the machines the rest of the time.
“From someone who’s had to deal with chemotherapy before, I know that pain,” he explained, reflecting on his battle with the autoimmune disease lupus.
“I didn’t want to see what happens to a 2-month-old. I didn’t want him to suffer.”
Nick continued to say that he was “heartbroken” at the loss.
“I wish I could do more, spend more time with him, take more pictures. I wish I could hug him for longer.”
Alyssa was spotted over the weekend for the first time since losing her son.
In exclusive photos obtained by The Sun, the model was seen picking up coffee and dropping off her three-year-old daughter Zilla at a school in Chico, California.
Young mother living with her parents Alex and Lisa at their home in Northern California while she Mourns the loss of Zen.
In addition to Zane, Nick is also father to 5-month-old twins Zion and Jillian, whom he shares with Abby De La Rosa, an 11-month-old daughter Powerful Queen, and four-year-old son Golden, whom he shares with Brittany Bell . , and twins Moroccan and 10-year-old Monroe, whom he shares with ex-wife Mariah Carey.